Old girlfriend gone
New place in the city
The happiness glow from these
The glow of freedom
Is gone
Old mindsets return
Like my mood has its set thermostat
Always 69 degrees
Not too happy
But not too sad
Just meloncoly
Maybe it’s because I feel
The opportunities lost
My life is so good
It could have been perfect
The pain I could have easily avoided
Fucking injuries
The women I could have had
I sell myself short
Sacrifice the great for the good
And I feel that window closing
Time to push myself harder
Out of my new found comfort zone